smile’s blog

As soon as I type these words, many think rape. Yes, rape does fall into this category but - it is a more vague description than what others are lead to believe;

There's a Sexual Assault phoneline very much like the other phonelines dedicated to different types of stress, problems and other support lines that people may call.

I found this definition on their page:

Sexual Assault is any unwanted advance, phrase, gesture, implied meaning, touch, or any other sexual act to which you have not consented. It also includes when someone is forced to perform sexual acts against their will. Sexual Assault violates a person's boundaries, trust and feelings of safety. It is defined by a lack of consent not by the act itself.

Sexual Harassment is any behaviour, comment, gesture or contact of a sexual nature that could be considered objectionable or offensive. It includes implicit and explicit sexual coercion, sexist comments and/or sexual innuendo.

So I guess these definitions sort of shy away from the false commonly held beliefs, a little. A lot of people wouldn't be looking up these words or any definitions this early in the morning. But unfortunately, this "thing" that I am dealing with as negative as it is. Is the only thing that takes me away from all the stress and the present that I can't seem to ignore.

So as humanly nature, you dive into your past and try to come in terms with that...I am really beginning to stress about my upcoming exam. Man, I really wish I didn't sign up to volunteer...stressed over my exam. I am going to be staying up today that for sure. I need to finish at least one chapter and start on the second one so that I am up to speed. Before I suffer from any form of panic attack.

Oohh...i can post books, photos and audio and video and so much other stuff linking it on to this blog I have always wanted to put books on the side to tell people what I reading right now..even though as of RIGHT now..its nothing...

Yes..I definitely need some exploration here. And did I mention I am EVER so grateful the default font isn't Times New Roman.

Hm...aside from an applet that allows me to crosspost to other journals...maybe that's all I'd ask...and oh..more templates.

Yeah I think that's about all I'd ask from Vox. Maybe some "early adopter features" yes..yes, I know, I only really want that because this is the first time I ever been an early adopter.

*smiles*

I have decided to make this journal...a journal of my compilations of all the journal entries I have ever written in all the blogs I have ever created so this will be a journal of the "past" so to speak. I miss my Mindsay and I have really grown accustomed within a week of my little online applet thingy for LJ.

I have a unique name for that journal. Nice enough that it wasn't taken after all this time. But that alone would be too easy to track me down. With so many smiles and smileys out there. This could very much be anyone. Thankfully.

And unlike a lot of people who insist their journals are friends only I am the girl who wants non-friends only. In other words, if I don't know you in real life. You are welcome to anything I write. If I know you in real life...or outside the cyber world so to speak then let's hope I don't run away. Again...

Sorry, I forgot my manners...I'd like to say thank you to fullmoon for inviting me on this blog even though she doesn't know me out of the kindness of her own heart.

Check out her page. She's quite the blogger herself. At least more dedicated than I am. But I am working on it.

If you could be on any reality TV show, which one would you pick and why?

Hm...I don't know why but I can't think about any names right now. I am addicted to Treasure Hunters but I am not sure if those tasks are for me; then again with good friends it could be a blast.

Then there are those home improvement and makeover reality shows that I WOULD LOVE to be a part of. Queer Eye for the Straight Guy...that's a pretty good one.

Then there are ones with celebrities that I would love to be a part of to get to know them. Then of course, there's the Laguna Beach franchaise but we all know I am not up there to compete with anyone. I'd probably be the extra walk-by or reject - can't measure up to those girl's beauties.

I think if any show. I would want to be in one where you meet your soul mate and all that other sha-bang. I would want to witness off-hand whether or not it actually works and I want to see what sides of me this will bring up. Like Joe Millionaire, Average Joe, Beauty and Geek (although that isn't so much)...

So yes, no particular names but definitely one that involves finding true love although I barely believe in that anymore. I just want to see that its really out there.